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a long moment, he released her lips and gently caressed his swollen lips with his long fingers. He suddenly presented the bouquet of flowers to her, "Champagne roses, as you like." 。She held the flowe...Chen Xue-ru struggled to break free from his grasp, but he held her tightly, as if releasing her would cause her to disappear. He was extremely nervous and could only keep comforting her back and calming her panic.

She found out in the end.

This was something he would never, ever want to happen, but she eventually found out.

He should be more careful; if he knew she was at the door, he wouldn't have been so careless.

Chen Xue's body inexplicably grew cold. Thinking of Zhao Yuning's tearful face, her previous accusations felt like a sharp bite in her heart. She didn't know what to do.

"Shu Wen, is her child yours" Chen Xue Ru asked, her face pale and her eyes calm, she had slowly recovered from the shock. She looked at Tang Shu Wen, though she had guessed it, she wanted to hear his answer.

Tang Shuwu held her icy hand, "Most likely, Xue Ru, I'm sorry. But this was before we were together. I didn't know she was pregnant. I decided to marry you starting... no, from when you and Xiaonian appeared, I knew that with your existence, I never... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you, I really am."

Chen Xue's eyes turned red. "No, no, no, you don't need to apologize. It's all my fault, it's all my fault. If I hadn't appeared, you would have gotten married, had children, and been very happy. I would still be me, raising Xiaonian. Both of our families would be very happy. No one would have paid the price, no one would have died. Shuwen, it's me who made you lose your loved one and have to cruelly abort your child. It's all my fault. What about Zhao Yuning Without a child, she must be heartbroken."

"Xue Ru, what are you talking about" Tang Shuwen grabbed Chen Xue Ru's shoulders and said in a deep voice, "None of this has anything to do with you. Why are you taking the blame on yourself Didn't you say that all the pain you endured was caused by me, that everything was my fault"

"That's not right." Chen Xue covered her face, tears rolling down from between her fingers. She was in agony, she didn't want to hurt anyone, truly didn't want to hurt anyone, and she didn't want Zhao Yuning's child to die; it wasn't fair to Zhao Yuning.

She had never blamed Zhao Yuning, even though she had once cruelly wanted to splash water on Xiaonian. From Zhao Yuning's point of view, it was indeed the appearance of her and her son that disrupted her happiness.

Now, because of their mother and son, Tang Shuhua has to abort her own child. How can she bear it

She had already inflicted so much pain on Zhao Yuning, how could she bear to let her lose her child How could she be at peace with herself and live happily ever after with Tang Shuwen

She couldn't do that.

Tang Shuwen hugged her tightly, "Don't worry about this, leave it to me. Don't think about anything, just stay by my side, okay"

Finally, his voice grew somewhat urgent and stern. Chen Xue burst into tears, her heart filled with unease.

“Tang Shuwen, don’t make such a cruel decision, or you will regret it,” Chen Xue said softly. She was already in immense pain, fearing that one day, he would regret his actions and blame her and Xiao Nian for making him give up the child with Zhao Yuning.

She understood that Tang Shuwen wanted to preserve this family, which is why she made such a cruel decision. Just now, she heard him tell Xiao Liu not to harm Zhao Yuning. He just wanted to get rid of the child and didn't want anything to happen to Zhao Yuning. He still had feelings for Zhao Yuning, which is why he was so nervous.

If that's the case, he must surely love this child too.

After all, it was his beloved woman who was carrying his child, yet he ruthlessly chose to terminate it. This kind of pain and anguish, she understood it very well.

Perhaps he doesn't regret it now, feeling quite content. But as time goes on, he won't regret his decision. Will he resent the existence of their mother and son, who have robbed him of everything he once had

She couldn't bear Tang Shuwen's resentment, nor could she bear the weight of a human life.

"Snow like..."

"Don't let her have an abortion, Shuwen, please don't do this, it's really cruel," Chen Xue pleaded with him. "The child is innocent. Since Zhao Yuning has left, it means she wants to keep the child, so give birth to it. You have no right to decide the life and death of a child. I don't want you to become a murderer because of our mother and child, and even more so, your own child. I will never be able to live with myself if that happens."

Tang Shuwen frowned, looking at Chen Xue. Did she even know what she was saying

Could she really be so magnanimous and not mind

Or maybe, she simply doesn't love him at all, so she doesn't care about this child. Otherwise, she wouldn't be oblivious to the impact this child would have on their family, Xue Ru...

For some reason, I feel a slight anger.

“This is an unborn child, don't you understand This child isn't suitable to be born at all. I won't acknowledge him, nor will I love him. The Zhao family would use him as a bargaining chip to negotiate with me. Raining might not even love him. With such a painful life, why should he have to live it Now, having an abortion is the best choice for him, Xue Ru, do you understand” Tang Shuwen said in a deep voice. He had thought more about it and more comprehensively. This child couldn't be kept under any circumstances. A child who wasn't loved would suffer terribly coming into this world.”

"How could you know that no one loves you" Chen Xue said, parents will always love their children, no matter what kind of parents they are.

As for this matter, Tang Shuwu and Chen Xue were each with their own ideas. It was not suitable to talk about these things in the middle of the night. Tang Shuwu supported her shoulder and said in a low voice, "Sweetheart, let's stop talking about this for now. It’s late, why don’t you take a bath and rest"

Chen Xue-ru choked back tears and said, "Shu-wen, don't make such a cruel decision, okay Think about Xiao Nian, I'm afraid all of this will backfire on him. Think about him more, okay"

Tang Shuwu pursed her lips, "I'll think about this carefully. You should go take a shower and rest first."

Chen Xue looked at him, gritted her teeth and left to take a shower.

After a day of play and all this commotion, I'm indeed a bit tired.

But she didn't feel the slightest bit sleepy. After taking a shower, she stood on the balcony, staring out at the dazzling lights below. The Parisian night view was breathtakingly beautiful, like a fairy tale. However, her heart was heavy with sadness.

Take a moment to think calmly about Tang Shuwu's words. Actually, there's some truth to them. It's not just about whether the child will be loved after birth. If they were born and exposed as the illegitimate son of the Tang family, both the Tang and Zhao families are prominent figures in City A. There would definitely be a lot of gossip from others.ld. However, it was Ye Fei Mo who led me into that world and made me feel the bittersweetness of love. 。This is two kinds of feelings, or perhaps two stages of emotion. Some people are lucky enough to...